thinking
Maybe I shouldn’t blog anymore, maybe try video blogs to spice things up but then the anonymity is lost, not that this was anonymous… as I had hoped, I feel like someone just read my diary and I am not liking it, maybe I will start journaling and bury that shit under a tree and only dig it up under a full moon every 3 months. Just feeling overwhelmingly exposed and paranoid. Sometimes I feel like if I say what I mean or think then I am being extremely offensive and I will hurt other peoples feelings and I am OK with people not liking me, but I am not OK with feeling like I am being covert with how I feel, and unfortunately it seems really hard to:
A) Not offend by being honest
B) Be honest and not offend
C) Be myself without being offensive
D) Not give a shit
E) Not talk about it or in this case blog about it
F, G and H) Who the fuck really cares right
I guess I do. And its weighing on me.