You can never truly know what love is until you have had your heart broken and even then the interpretation is somewhat lacking. But maybe Nietzsche said it best:
There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness. ~ Friedrich Nietzsche ~
I was having a shitty day until I discovered some glimmer of retribution. Good news. Well it makes me happy anyways. I was thinking about forgiveness and how I will never ever forgive this heifer I have harbored ill will for … and now her boring ass pursuit of a career has her moving far far away to the outskirts of humanity and it just brings me joy. I know..hand slap on the bad mojo, but seriously I will never be able to forgive her or accept that she walks the same earth as I do so its best that she stays very far away and the chances of us ever running into each other are slim to none so ….I am relieved and over joyed. Buh bye. I hope she freezes her over sized ass off and has to wear those ugly ass UGG boots every day. ta ta you have to let me have this one little joy. I have been waiting for a long time and now I feel as though I can scratch her off my next life hit list. ahhhh…….deep cleansing breath….
Have you ever seen Juicy Danger Meets Burning Man?! I bet not. It’s a little cult classic documentary about two circus performers from Canada who made the trek to their first burn way back in 1997. It’s a sweet little love story and adventure, (complete with chainsaws!) back in time to a Burn of years past. The film was released on VHS 10 years ago and has just been re-released on DVD.
What better reason to pay a visit to Vancouver, BC to attend the DVD release party and check out what the Vancouver Burner community is up to.
I woke up this morning with huge clarity and a whisper in my ear that tells me….ah ha…now it all makes sense. Actually makes me laugh a little. It’s one of those moments where you wish you could share it with all parties involved so you wouldn’t really have to respond (when it does come to light) because it is so …well, shocking and entertaining at the same time that I would have no comment but the look on my face would say it all.
When will some people learn? They keep making the same backwards mistakes although I am thinking that maybe some experiences are so new to them ( new souls) and emotions are hard to control, plus none of us have been given good parental role models in one fashion or another. It’s just one of those moments that makes me giggle a little and then say…maybe ” well, it will work out one way or another, it has to, change is unavoidable”. Also the quote ” Baby girl your on the right track but your going the wrong way” (Timberland)comes to mind.
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I would love to have a whole blog of my card readings but I’m just not brave enough yet. However, the spread I pulled this am I wanted to share a bit, b/c I think all of us can benefit from this message:
The great wheel is stuck. Situations remain the same. Fear of change. Resisting taking charge of your life. Not trusting the universe. Study and observation is required. Not enough information is currently known. Much is being withheld. Find the truth.
